outlets. am i the cord?

Mystery?



any affair, thing, or person that presents features or qualities so obscure as to arouse curiosity or speculation



I believe there is mystery in her face. I cannot always depict what dilapidated cerebrations and contemplations she is kindling in her petite little head. However; where is the place? Does this provoke or allow mystery? Am I aroused with curiosity or speculation? Well, honestly think about this. In a certain way I would answer yes. In another way no.





Now for some creative writing for Clarice (if she gets a chance to read this).







Concerning a friend of mine who is lost: I've been in his position and this is what I feel God is saying he is going through.





Where would one go from here? The only right way is up, but when you look up all you see is the sun and it seems too bright to walk towards because of its demands and laws. You can't possibly live up to that. Dissapointment will ensue so you aim low, for low expectations draw low results but nonetheless expected results. Because of this you can prepare yourself for the hurt and in turn, the thought process is, to somehow get less hurt. Despite this, in your stomach dwells a yearning for a type of success, accomplishment, and more than anything acknowledgement. But it is mis-interpreted, mis-communicated, and mis-aimed. You run for the things of the world, for they are easily accomplished, far more rewarding it seems, and more than anything filling; for that period of time. Until you end up on your couch moaning, groaning, and pondering how you ended up so; alone. No; never has anyone felt this way, or so it feels like. So back into the lion's den you cast yourself and just know that you are going to be devoured, but you've already convinced your mindset that this is the better road so much that you aren't even able to consider another route. The circle of destruction. How to break the monotony? Well, change your pattern. Actually I should be the one to help change his pattern. Help him have outlets.