2 Corinthians 12:8
Paul is begging God to take away his weakness that he has. He feels he could be much more beneficial to the kingdom of God if only he could have that weakness removed. God's response is astounding. It isn't anything like I'd expect like,"Because you have asked for this to be removed, so it will be done." God doesn't always work like I think or want him to. In fact, the more I get to know him, the more I realize how wrong I often am. He responds with this:
"my grace is all you need. my power works best in weakness."
I think a bit of this might be pointing out and revealing that Paul has the possiblity of being prideful. God is sort of like, "look Paul, it would be nice for me to remove this for you, but if I do then you will end up getting prideful because you have no weaknesses. you could end up thinking you are good enough without any of my help in the journey i have laid out for you. but the reality is, you do need me. i think this weakness may be somewhat of a humbler for you to remind you who's really in charge."
Wow.
How prideful am i?
the extremes i go to; just to prove i'm right; are astronomical. but is it worth it? is being right worth a relationship? not a well-developed one, but one that could matter to me later down the road. come to think of it, any relationship could come to benefit me (or not benefit me) down the road. wouldn't it be worth it just to accept that i am right in my own head and be the bigger person? oh man i wish i could have reflected on this thought before-hand.
"God. Jesus. help me."
And then Jesus says something like, "remember son. I died on a cross; was spat on by people who couldn't be more wrong, couldn't say or do anything to prove them wrong because that would set the wrong example, endure physical as well as emotional pain greater than anyone has ever experienced, all to save the very same people that were putting me through this; and at the same time- Love them deeply."
I am a bit jealous of Jesus' will-power and love here. I want to be like this when I grow up.
Please allow me to be inspired by your greatness. I want to help. I must become a servant. Yes, a servant to all who I come in contact with.
.Humility.
Friday, December 19, 2008
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Tests=good? [yes, good indeed]
I'm finding how great it feels to have accomplished something, passed a test, received vision, start my foot on a good path. Now that I got past this I feel strong. Like I can measure my strength by what I can handle and I am at least as strong as what I felt was one of my biggest struggles at the time. And as a side-note I started getting better grades. I got a 90/90 on my spanish test and at least a 92% if not a 96% on my math test. God is good. God is great.
Sincerely,
Haven't written in ages.
Sincerely,
Haven't written in ages.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
thoughts and things; thrifty throwing thieves
So lately I've been thinking about a lot of concepts that god has floating around in my head.
Like for one, I think God, or maybe just me; is a little upset at the little things that divide us as a body of christ. The christian faith is desperately in need of unity. Why should non-believers take us seriously as another way of living life, if we can't even follow what we believe and stress so fervently. We are to follow after Christ and what he did. Some of the little things that divide us are so miniscule that it makes me wonder whether or not athiests and other groups just sort of laugh at us and call us hypocrites. I feel a bit like a hypocrite when we can't even get along; neigh, sometimes get in spirited debates (lets not call them fights) over some really; well for lack of better word; stupid things.
Also, I've been thinking about what it really means to follow Christ; and not our heart. Too many times we think that what we feel is what is right. Oh man is that so wrong. My heart is off on so many things I kind of just want to tell it to shut up sometimes. God needs to be in control so we can change our state of heart. So many times we honestly and truly believe that what we are doing is of God, when we are really just rolling around in a pit of mud that is our sin. We really need to take daily time to question what we do and our reasoning behind it. Like deeply considering what we do when no one is looking (God always is-which can be kinda creepy to think about to peole new in their faith, but is usually the exact thought we need to help us get out of what we're in).
now for some time with God.
peace.
jordan.
Like for one, I think God, or maybe just me; is a little upset at the little things that divide us as a body of christ. The christian faith is desperately in need of unity. Why should non-believers take us seriously as another way of living life, if we can't even follow what we believe and stress so fervently. We are to follow after Christ and what he did. Some of the little things that divide us are so miniscule that it makes me wonder whether or not athiests and other groups just sort of laugh at us and call us hypocrites. I feel a bit like a hypocrite when we can't even get along; neigh, sometimes get in spirited debates (lets not call them fights) over some really; well for lack of better word; stupid things.
Also, I've been thinking about what it really means to follow Christ; and not our heart. Too many times we think that what we feel is what is right. Oh man is that so wrong. My heart is off on so many things I kind of just want to tell it to shut up sometimes. God needs to be in control so we can change our state of heart. So many times we honestly and truly believe that what we are doing is of God, when we are really just rolling around in a pit of mud that is our sin. We really need to take daily time to question what we do and our reasoning behind it. Like deeply considering what we do when no one is looking (God always is-which can be kinda creepy to think about to peole new in their faith, but is usually the exact thought we need to help us get out of what we're in).
now for some time with God.
peace.
jordan.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
for those who speak one language:
sorry for the spanish. i was feeling spanish-e. anyways i'm feeling really pumped about some of the stuff god is working out for me. my fine arts sermon is progressing steadily ( i like to think so) and it is about ... well the theme overall is "Extraordinary"
and so i got to thinkin' (sorry charity for thinkin', but i had to do it)
all the people god put in the bible were extraordinary right? granted some of them were extraordinarily bad, but most of the main characters in the bible were extraordinary. when i think about that, i also think
"would my life be worth putting in the bible?"
and if so, for an example of how to be or how not to be?
all of us are called to be these extraodinary people who move mountains and who God is so proud of that he would put us in a book for millions, sorry trillions to read. but so many times we fall short of this. a big issue with this is that we are scared of how great we are to be, so with fear comes low expectations, because at least with low expectations we can expect our low results, and for some reason our thought process legitimizes us doing poorly because we expected to. we are called to do greater things than our christ jesus did on earth. that is not something to be taken lightly. that is an incredible thought. and scary.
but what we need to get from this is work. a wise man once said, "the only way you get anywhere in life is work". I believe that to be partially true. now we could wallow in our ocean of self pity claiming we will never be good enough, smart enough, big enough to fill god's shoes; or we can put on some gloves and start the work before we complain about it's severity.
[short synopsis of sermon]
[please speak your mind]
and so i got to thinkin' (sorry charity for thinkin', but i had to do it)
all the people god put in the bible were extraordinary right? granted some of them were extraordinarily bad, but most of the main characters in the bible were extraordinary. when i think about that, i also think
"would my life be worth putting in the bible?"
and if so, for an example of how to be or how not to be?
all of us are called to be these extraodinary people who move mountains and who God is so proud of that he would put us in a book for millions, sorry trillions to read. but so many times we fall short of this. a big issue with this is that we are scared of how great we are to be, so with fear comes low expectations, because at least with low expectations we can expect our low results, and for some reason our thought process legitimizes us doing poorly because we expected to. we are called to do greater things than our christ jesus did on earth. that is not something to be taken lightly. that is an incredible thought. and scary.
but what we need to get from this is work. a wise man once said, "the only way you get anywhere in life is work". I believe that to be partially true. now we could wallow in our ocean of self pity claiming we will never be good enough, smart enough, big enough to fill god's shoes; or we can put on some gloves and start the work before we complain about it's severity.
[short synopsis of sermon]
[please speak your mind]
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Sunday, September 28, 2008
stop talking, start working
I feel like God is telling me that lately I have been a lot of talk, and not near enough work. I need to put some hours and tasks under my belt before I can start to even think to talk. I also need to remember to think about what I say before I say it; a child's concept; nonetheless ever so prevalent to this day. I have a habit of putting my foot in my mouth. As a wise man I heard so accurately describe as "I put my foot in my mouth so often that I have a foot-shaped mouth". It seems I can't go a day without making some mistake. Or rather than that, over-analysing topics when I should just be silent. I really need to learn to be what and to be which what when. As if that's not confusing. I want to write some crazy radical blog about how I'm going to work harder but that just makes me think that if the blog is titled talk less work harder than I shouldn't even be writing much anyway. So my point is I'm in a transition period now from going from "just ok" to "excellent". I trust in God and believe I can do this.
That is all.
Jordan
That is all.
Jordan
Thursday, September 11, 2008
"Get off the bandwagon" he says
Upcoming sermon thoughts:
The idea of this potential sermon is basically adressing the fact that too many times us as "christians" play the christian part. And we've all heard this sermon before but I feel like God is saying pretty soon he is going to bring to light those are really following him, and those just on the bandwagon so to speak, for the "perks" of christianity.
How many times have you been on a team or orginization of some sort where there is just this one person you wish would quit? Many times this person is irresponsible, immature, or misbehaved and just gives the group a bad or misinterpreted reputation. All you can think about this perons is,"man, this guy is saying he's with us so now everyone is going to think we are like that."
This reflects christianity. This is why God says he will spit those out who are lukewarm. He doesn't want those who play the christian part at church and do drugs and drink on the weekends. Because they say that they are christians and then other either think, "wow if that's all that christianity is then why would i want to do it," or ,"Well if he's a christian and can do that stuff then i can be a christian too and do all that stuff but still get to heaven." In doing this, that person is not just leading himself into eternity in hell, but he is misinforming others and taking them with him. God would rather just lose one.
How do we know if they are following God?
Well, the bible says to judge other by their fruit. And if they are not for God then they are against him. So whether their fruit is against God, or they are just not producing fruit then we can assume that God is going to pick them off like a dead branch; because that is all they are reflecting by what their works are producing.
There will be more points and scriptural context in actual said sermon.
Say thoughts and things that make me smile; or things that make me think. I like those a lot.
The idea of this potential sermon is basically adressing the fact that too many times us as "christians" play the christian part. And we've all heard this sermon before but I feel like God is saying pretty soon he is going to bring to light those are really following him, and those just on the bandwagon so to speak, for the "perks" of christianity.
How many times have you been on a team or orginization of some sort where there is just this one person you wish would quit? Many times this person is irresponsible, immature, or misbehaved and just gives the group a bad or misinterpreted reputation. All you can think about this perons is,"man, this guy is saying he's with us so now everyone is going to think we are like that."
This reflects christianity. This is why God says he will spit those out who are lukewarm. He doesn't want those who play the christian part at church and do drugs and drink on the weekends. Because they say that they are christians and then other either think, "wow if that's all that christianity is then why would i want to do it," or ,"Well if he's a christian and can do that stuff then i can be a christian too and do all that stuff but still get to heaven." In doing this, that person is not just leading himself into eternity in hell, but he is misinforming others and taking them with him. God would rather just lose one.
How do we know if they are following God?
Well, the bible says to judge other by their fruit. And if they are not for God then they are against him. So whether their fruit is against God, or they are just not producing fruit then we can assume that God is going to pick them off like a dead branch; because that is all they are reflecting by what their works are producing.
There will be more points and scriptural context in actual said sermon.
Say thoughts and things that make me smile; or things that make me think. I like those a lot.
Sunday, September 7, 2008
outlets. am i the cord?
Mystery?
any affair, thing, or person that presents features or qualities so obscure as to arouse curiosity or speculation
I believe there is mystery in her face. I cannot always depict what dilapidated cerebrations and contemplations she is kindling in her petite little head. However; where is the place? Does this provoke or allow mystery? Am I aroused with curiosity or speculation? Well, honestly think about this. In a certain way I would answer yes. In another way no.
Now for some creative writing for Clarice (if she gets a chance to read this).
Concerning a friend of mine who is lost: I've been in his position and this is what I feel God is saying he is going through.
Where would one go from here? The only right way is up, but when you look up all you see is the sun and it seems too bright to walk towards because of its demands and laws. You can't possibly live up to that. Dissapointment will ensue so you aim low, for low expectations draw low results but nonetheless expected results. Because of this you can prepare yourself for the hurt and in turn, the thought process is, to somehow get less hurt. Despite this, in your stomach dwells a yearning for a type of success, accomplishment, and more than anything acknowledgement. But it is mis-interpreted, mis-communicated, and mis-aimed. You run for the things of the world, for they are easily accomplished, far more rewarding it seems, and more than anything filling; for that period of time. Until you end up on your couch moaning, groaning, and pondering how you ended up so; alone. No; never has anyone felt this way, or so it feels like. So back into the lion's den you cast yourself and just know that you are going to be devoured, but you've already convinced your mindset that this is the better road so much that you aren't even able to consider another route. The circle of destruction. How to break the monotony? Well, change your pattern. Actually I should be the one to help change his pattern. Help him have outlets.
any affair, thing, or person that presents features or qualities so obscure as to arouse curiosity or speculation
I believe there is mystery in her face. I cannot always depict what dilapidated cerebrations and contemplations she is kindling in her petite little head. However; where is the place? Does this provoke or allow mystery? Am I aroused with curiosity or speculation? Well, honestly think about this. In a certain way I would answer yes. In another way no.
Now for some creative writing for Clarice (if she gets a chance to read this).
Concerning a friend of mine who is lost: I've been in his position and this is what I feel God is saying he is going through.
Where would one go from here? The only right way is up, but when you look up all you see is the sun and it seems too bright to walk towards because of its demands and laws. You can't possibly live up to that. Dissapointment will ensue so you aim low, for low expectations draw low results but nonetheless expected results. Because of this you can prepare yourself for the hurt and in turn, the thought process is, to somehow get less hurt. Despite this, in your stomach dwells a yearning for a type of success, accomplishment, and more than anything acknowledgement. But it is mis-interpreted, mis-communicated, and mis-aimed. You run for the things of the world, for they are easily accomplished, far more rewarding it seems, and more than anything filling; for that period of time. Until you end up on your couch moaning, groaning, and pondering how you ended up so; alone. No; never has anyone felt this way, or so it feels like. So back into the lion's den you cast yourself and just know that you are going to be devoured, but you've already convinced your mindset that this is the better road so much that you aren't even able to consider another route. The circle of destruction. How to break the monotony? Well, change your pattern. Actually I should be the one to help change his pattern. Help him have outlets.
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
a LOT of un-necessary guilt.
I was recently just sort of slacking off on a lot of things and today has been a really bad day slash catch up with my life day. I didn't like it very much but i think if everything that i did today was successful than i will feel a little better. I really don't like school this year and am very unmotivated. Im not sure why. But anyways to my thoughts:
I was running the other day and I kept hearing footsteps of other runners behind me and I tried really hard, but couldn't help but looking back. Immediately the story of Lot came into my head. About how he had to flee his city and couldn't look back as he was leaving. Now normally the focus of any sermon pertaining to this story is about how his wife looked back because she liked the sin so much and because of that she was turned into stone. Stone obviously representing death, failure, or hell. But what I felt God saying was to think how hard it would have been for Lot. To not look back on the city, and not because he wanted to keep sinning but he might have wanted to reflect on the fact that he failed to bring his city to Christ. And not necessarily in thin instance, but i think God was saying about how many times I look back and reflect and think too much about what I have done wrong and sinned on and get so caught up in guilt and self-pity that i will stop being pro-active. I think God was saying that the minute we forget that when we ask for forgiveness he completely makes us clean, than that is going to be the death of us. When we don't remember that when Christ died for us, we were no longer slaves to sin, but rather sin became our slave. That we don't have to dwell in condemnation of the the devil, rather that we can rejoice in what God has done and in our second chance.
Tell me what you think.
Oh yea.
If you actually read this blog and think about it and stuff can you just leave a comment telling me that you read it so i know how many people actually read this. It doesn't have to say much just like,
"Hey I read this"
So that I can know.
Thanks so much
Prayer Requests:
If you could pray for motivation it would be greatly appreciated.
If any of you need prayer or just want to vent or talk I am always here and would love to be there for you.
Jordan Britton.
I was running the other day and I kept hearing footsteps of other runners behind me and I tried really hard, but couldn't help but looking back. Immediately the story of Lot came into my head. About how he had to flee his city and couldn't look back as he was leaving. Now normally the focus of any sermon pertaining to this story is about how his wife looked back because she liked the sin so much and because of that she was turned into stone. Stone obviously representing death, failure, or hell. But what I felt God saying was to think how hard it would have been for Lot. To not look back on the city, and not because he wanted to keep sinning but he might have wanted to reflect on the fact that he failed to bring his city to Christ. And not necessarily in thin instance, but i think God was saying about how many times I look back and reflect and think too much about what I have done wrong and sinned on and get so caught up in guilt and self-pity that i will stop being pro-active. I think God was saying that the minute we forget that when we ask for forgiveness he completely makes us clean, than that is going to be the death of us. When we don't remember that when Christ died for us, we were no longer slaves to sin, but rather sin became our slave. That we don't have to dwell in condemnation of the the devil, rather that we can rejoice in what God has done and in our second chance.
Tell me what you think.
Oh yea.
If you actually read this blog and think about it and stuff can you just leave a comment telling me that you read it so i know how many people actually read this. It doesn't have to say much just like,
"Hey I read this"
So that I can know.
Thanks so much
Prayer Requests:
If you could pray for motivation it would be greatly appreciated.
If any of you need prayer or just want to vent or talk I am always here and would love to be there for you.
Jordan Britton.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
wishful thinking?
So in my devotions lately I am reading the letters from Paul to the Romans. And throughout these I hear a lot of talk about righteousness. And I keep thinking about what the true deffinition is:
Righteousness: Morally upright; without guilt or sin
And as he talks about this he also mentions about how the law is not always needed. Not necessarily that we shouldn't have laws but starts to define the point where law ends and righteousness begins. This idea of righteousness is actually really cool. It, in my opinion and translation, is a little like saying, " You have a clear idea of what right and wrong is and you choose the right one, so you don't necessarily NEED to have laws." This idea of being morally upright and knowing what you should do and actually doing it. It says that this righteousness is a righteousness of faith. By believing that because you spend daily time with God and are in him as he is in you, that you can have a fairly clear idea of how to live your life. As great as laws are for you for structure and good living, they many times end up in arguing, loopholes, and bogus court cases. Paul talks as though he were wishful thinking but in reality could be done. Think about if the whole world had this righteousness and worked on it really hard. You wouldn't even need laws technically because then everyone would consider it common knowledge. Like how it's not a law to breathe everyday but we all still do it. It's like common sense. But rather a common sense of what you should do and then doing it. But let me clear one thing up; this is not a blog to say that rules are not needed and we should fight the system or anything even remotely around those lines. This is to introduce the idea of righteousness and realize that if we reach this level we won't have to worry so much about staying in between the lines, but rather spend our time loving and helping bring people to the amazing love of christ.
Righteousness: Morally upright; without guilt or sin
And as he talks about this he also mentions about how the law is not always needed. Not necessarily that we shouldn't have laws but starts to define the point where law ends and righteousness begins. This idea of righteousness is actually really cool. It, in my opinion and translation, is a little like saying, " You have a clear idea of what right and wrong is and you choose the right one, so you don't necessarily NEED to have laws." This idea of being morally upright and knowing what you should do and actually doing it. It says that this righteousness is a righteousness of faith. By believing that because you spend daily time with God and are in him as he is in you, that you can have a fairly clear idea of how to live your life. As great as laws are for you for structure and good living, they many times end up in arguing, loopholes, and bogus court cases. Paul talks as though he were wishful thinking but in reality could be done. Think about if the whole world had this righteousness and worked on it really hard. You wouldn't even need laws technically because then everyone would consider it common knowledge. Like how it's not a law to breathe everyday but we all still do it. It's like common sense. But rather a common sense of what you should do and then doing it. But let me clear one thing up; this is not a blog to say that rules are not needed and we should fight the system or anything even remotely around those lines. This is to introduce the idea of righteousness and realize that if we reach this level we won't have to worry so much about staying in between the lines, but rather spend our time loving and helping bring people to the amazing love of christ.
Friday, August 8, 2008
.Forest.
Seruptitious leaves drop like feathers as the wind contacts them, blowing them off the original course. Drip, drop, small bombs of liquid drop off the leaves as the rain comes in like an untold event. The wind whistles, almost as to sing me a song. The birds are composers of unwritten symphonies of which I desire to become accompanied with. Sound; what is it that makes this indescribable event affect us in such unique ways. Touch, as I lay my finger upon the soft blanket shell of the caterpillar. Smell; the cotton freshness of mountain trees, and nature as its finest. Evergreen armies marching and staking their claim upon the land. Vast; everywhere I look: green. Sight; colors, patterns, abstract, WAIT, watch. Motion. Taste; of life coming into me as I sip down my soup. Ah, the warmth. As if to say my soul is at peace.
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
"My potential plan"
Today instead of my normal reading the bible for devotions I think I'm just going to try to express in the most detailed writing how great my God is and how much I love him. Here goes:
Where to begin. You are the beginning technically. How do you begin to describe the beginning. Well, I could always start off with grace. Wow. Grace; to me an amazing blanket that protects me from the cold truth of how far I fall sometimes from what I need to be. Grace; and the astounding thing is, he can show it through others towards me and I know it's from him. No human being could have so much grace without having been in a relationship with him. How about love? Love; the comforter that catches my breath every time. Every time I worry or am at discomfort or just can't be at peace with my surroundings, that smile; the love, comes and takes my sorrow away. "I'm trading my sorrows, I'm trading my shame, I'm laying it down for the joy of the lord." Old song, old message, still great in the same. Now for some figurative language shall we. The love that drips ever so slightly from his character overflows my cup to the point where I ask, "Could I have a bigger cup" if only to understand for an inkling how much he truly loves me. For I can't even begin to grasp this, even after all the time I've been given to scrutinize, analyze, and ponder. I can't wrap my head around it. The vessel. The many different ways to amaze my being. How about amazing. The ability to truly and earnestly amaze and astound me because of "coincidences" that just so happen to be your plan. You have such a complex plan I can't help but try to think of how you did it, the beginnings of the master plan. But I then begin to get frustrated. But you say, "Just listen, I will explain your part." How about mercy. To have the mercy for me to bear all the things I can't bear in a lifetime in the span of about maybe 3 hours. To take the woes, sins, bad desicioning, and whatever else I get into and take it all upon his back as a bookbag, and then be able to have strength to not get so angry as to kill the hypocritical mob that drove him to this point, who only several days or weeks earlier; shouted hosana in the highest as he rode down the street. I want to dip my finger in the lake of your what seems to be infinitive love that spreads across, ripples, and affects. I want to be of your mindset. I know i've been given insight. Give me open doors, or rather allow me to have courage to open my own doors. I want to be given more, but I have a feeling I won't be given more unless I use these "beginning allowances" for your good. I love feeling the spirit move like a small tickle throughout my body as I am engrossed in your presence. I love the peace of mind that happens when I surrender all my mindset, all my agendas, all my opinions, all my judgements; and get into your mindset; where justice and knowledge are waterfalls overflowing with incredible wisdom, where pastures and meadows of compassion and understanding stretch as far as the eye can see. "Dancing with my father God in fields of grace."
Speak to me.
"Alright what would you like me to say?"
Give me vision.
"You have vision."
Give me open doors.
"You have open doors. Don't ask for things just because they might take a little effort on your part. Ask for things you have no control over."
Give me unexplainable wisdom; far beyond what you've given me.
"There you go. For you can attain certain wisdom on your own; but spend some time with me in my word like you have been and I will reveal things to you that you have never noticed before, passages that you have read over and over a million times with become new to you, with different aspects and angles which I know you love to ponder over. And do. Ponder. Null. For I enjoy when you take that talent of mine I gave you to understand things deeply and use it on me once and awhile. BE IN ME. As I will be of you. I am great. I will make you great. You will reach to the ends of the earth. My potential plan.
"For as you saw; and I showed you at camp. You will reach as many people as there are dots on the carpet floor. Just follow after me."
You lead I'll follow.
I love you. More than anyone.
"I know. I love you more than you know. But I continue to try to show you and have you wrap your head around it. And I know how much you love doing that. You are making an identity for yourself; but it is built around strong character and myself. Good. Discover your identity; more than you already have. For you need to be confident you can lead yourself before you lead others. Have a great time. Enjoy. I will give you constant creativity. I will help you balance. But you are doing a fairly good job for now. I am so proud of you."
Goodnight God. I love you so much.
Where to begin. You are the beginning technically. How do you begin to describe the beginning. Well, I could always start off with grace. Wow. Grace; to me an amazing blanket that protects me from the cold truth of how far I fall sometimes from what I need to be. Grace; and the astounding thing is, he can show it through others towards me and I know it's from him. No human being could have so much grace without having been in a relationship with him. How about love? Love; the comforter that catches my breath every time. Every time I worry or am at discomfort or just can't be at peace with my surroundings, that smile; the love, comes and takes my sorrow away. "I'm trading my sorrows, I'm trading my shame, I'm laying it down for the joy of the lord." Old song, old message, still great in the same. Now for some figurative language shall we. The love that drips ever so slightly from his character overflows my cup to the point where I ask, "Could I have a bigger cup" if only to understand for an inkling how much he truly loves me. For I can't even begin to grasp this, even after all the time I've been given to scrutinize, analyze, and ponder. I can't wrap my head around it. The vessel. The many different ways to amaze my being. How about amazing. The ability to truly and earnestly amaze and astound me because of "coincidences" that just so happen to be your plan. You have such a complex plan I can't help but try to think of how you did it, the beginnings of the master plan. But I then begin to get frustrated. But you say, "Just listen, I will explain your part." How about mercy. To have the mercy for me to bear all the things I can't bear in a lifetime in the span of about maybe 3 hours. To take the woes, sins, bad desicioning, and whatever else I get into and take it all upon his back as a bookbag, and then be able to have strength to not get so angry as to kill the hypocritical mob that drove him to this point, who only several days or weeks earlier; shouted hosana in the highest as he rode down the street. I want to dip my finger in the lake of your what seems to be infinitive love that spreads across, ripples, and affects. I want to be of your mindset. I know i've been given insight. Give me open doors, or rather allow me to have courage to open my own doors. I want to be given more, but I have a feeling I won't be given more unless I use these "beginning allowances" for your good. I love feeling the spirit move like a small tickle throughout my body as I am engrossed in your presence. I love the peace of mind that happens when I surrender all my mindset, all my agendas, all my opinions, all my judgements; and get into your mindset; where justice and knowledge are waterfalls overflowing with incredible wisdom, where pastures and meadows of compassion and understanding stretch as far as the eye can see. "Dancing with my father God in fields of grace."
Speak to me.
"Alright what would you like me to say?"
Give me vision.
"You have vision."
Give me open doors.
"You have open doors. Don't ask for things just because they might take a little effort on your part. Ask for things you have no control over."
Give me unexplainable wisdom; far beyond what you've given me.
"There you go. For you can attain certain wisdom on your own; but spend some time with me in my word like you have been and I will reveal things to you that you have never noticed before, passages that you have read over and over a million times with become new to you, with different aspects and angles which I know you love to ponder over. And do. Ponder. Null. For I enjoy when you take that talent of mine I gave you to understand things deeply and use it on me once and awhile. BE IN ME. As I will be of you. I am great. I will make you great. You will reach to the ends of the earth. My potential plan.
"For as you saw; and I showed you at camp. You will reach as many people as there are dots on the carpet floor. Just follow after me."
You lead I'll follow.
I love you. More than anyone.
"I know. I love you more than you know. But I continue to try to show you and have you wrap your head around it. And I know how much you love doing that. You are making an identity for yourself; but it is built around strong character and myself. Good. Discover your identity; more than you already have. For you need to be confident you can lead yourself before you lead others. Have a great time. Enjoy. I will give you constant creativity. I will help you balance. But you are doing a fairly good job for now. I am so proud of you."
Goodnight God. I love you so much.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Fact or Fiction: The continual flame
Today was very productive. A neccesity in the lagging summer days of laze. I moved some ice for my dad, read 220 pages in my summer reading book, answered a question (you really can't answer them until you finish the book), ran over my lines for souled out, went briefly over my sermon, and the last thing I did was weed the yard for money.
As I was weeding I realized an analogy. In weeding as compared to me. I look at my life and all the different weeds that were in it. I think about God pulled them out for me. I look at how I tried myself but it was as futile as trying to pull the weed out but not getting the root; because without it, the weed would come back the next day. Hence; sin. But rather than stay with the same cliched analogy as I just rambled off I thought about something new. About how God's point of view towards this must be. For me it was annoiying to have to keep getting the root every time. And I think about how annoyed I would get if I had to do it every day; only times like (how many people are in the world) and the fact that I know that if the weed isn't somewhat compliant and holds onto the dirt it is clinging to that I might not get the root and it will be back soon after. It's amazing how long we hold onto dirt we don't have to have and how if we just let God work in on it at the root it can all be gone and similar to a garden; we can become even more beautiful. I think about how Jesus died on the cross just to have us continually go in and out of sin. For him to know what is going to happen but compassion existed enough to still continue on with it. Monotony; in the least. A spark. I want to be that one person who only has to be told once; then gets the idea and gets a flame and spreads it.
Light me on fire, but help me to stay lit and not have to have you continually come back to light me but rather so you may touch another's life. And that in ME touching other's lives and lighting them on fire, I stay lit.
Start the spark,
light the fire,
love others,
spread the fire,
and in turn,
stay lit.
"Cause I know my God saved the day, and I know his word never fails, and I know my God made a way for me, It's gonna be alright, Salvation is here."
Salvation:
Preservation or deliverance from destruction, difficulty, or evil.
A source, means, or cause of such preservation or deliverance.
Deliverance from the power or penalty of sin; redemption.
I must spread this "salvation" for it sounds miraculous.
As I was weeding I realized an analogy. In weeding as compared to me. I look at my life and all the different weeds that were in it. I think about God pulled them out for me. I look at how I tried myself but it was as futile as trying to pull the weed out but not getting the root; because without it, the weed would come back the next day. Hence; sin. But rather than stay with the same cliched analogy as I just rambled off I thought about something new. About how God's point of view towards this must be. For me it was annoiying to have to keep getting the root every time. And I think about how annoyed I would get if I had to do it every day; only times like (how many people are in the world) and the fact that I know that if the weed isn't somewhat compliant and holds onto the dirt it is clinging to that I might not get the root and it will be back soon after. It's amazing how long we hold onto dirt we don't have to have and how if we just let God work in on it at the root it can all be gone and similar to a garden; we can become even more beautiful. I think about how Jesus died on the cross just to have us continually go in and out of sin. For him to know what is going to happen but compassion existed enough to still continue on with it. Monotony; in the least. A spark. I want to be that one person who only has to be told once; then gets the idea and gets a flame and spreads it.
Light me on fire, but help me to stay lit and not have to have you continually come back to light me but rather so you may touch another's life. And that in ME touching other's lives and lighting them on fire, I stay lit.
Start the spark,
light the fire,
love others,
spread the fire,
and in turn,
stay lit.
"Cause I know my God saved the day, and I know his word never fails, and I know my God made a way for me, It's gonna be alright, Salvation is here."
Salvation:
Preservation or deliverance from destruction, difficulty, or evil.
A source, means, or cause of such preservation or deliverance.
Deliverance from the power or penalty of sin; redemption.
I must spread this "salvation" for it sounds miraculous.
Monday, July 21, 2008
Complacency has no place here.
I am learning new things lately.
So basically I have been learning about how to love others. My neighbors. My classmates. But I'm starting to realize that I have to remember to love my family. And their love languages are all different. And it is difficult to learn all their love languages and keep them going. Help me with relationships please. Help me learn to keep the ones I have as well as develop new ones. Help her. For whatever she may need. Wisdom, need it be. Strength, need it be. I want to be there for her and I can as much as I can. But you can so much more. For you are her everything. And help complacency not to settle. Keep restlessness. Keep growth. For I don't feel as if it's gone but I know it could. I need you. I thank you so much for everything you have done for me. Thank you for wisdom. Wisdom. I know you have blessed me with it, but I continue to ask for more. I love you. hehe
Your warrior,
Jordan
So basically I have been learning about how to love others. My neighbors. My classmates. But I'm starting to realize that I have to remember to love my family. And their love languages are all different. And it is difficult to learn all their love languages and keep them going. Help me with relationships please. Help me learn to keep the ones I have as well as develop new ones. Help her. For whatever she may need. Wisdom, need it be. Strength, need it be. I want to be there for her and I can as much as I can. But you can so much more. For you are her everything. And help complacency not to settle. Keep restlessness. Keep growth. For I don't feel as if it's gone but I know it could. I need you. I thank you so much for everything you have done for me. Thank you for wisdom. Wisdom. I know you have blessed me with it, but I continue to ask for more. I love you. hehe
Your warrior,
Jordan
Sunday, July 20, 2008
The battle, The march, The leader.
Into battle.
He grips at her heels. Nipping and biting. Giving all he has and is to just Get Her Down. Defeated. He is here to kill, steal, and destroy. If I could substitute; yes tag team. Wait. Can I? Hosana. In the highest. Worship. Shall I lead the way with the sword. Could the way to defeat him and get him off of her be spreading the word to others to get him preoccupied. To be proactive. For my gift is not comfort. Hers is. That is her place. And his. My left hand man. He shall help me at any cause to march into battle. On my right hand the lord. My shield bearer. Her; she shall aid. Comfort the blow. Give me wisdom. Beyond my imagination. To know what is best in situations as dark as the depths he is condemned to. I shall march. Intercede. OH Yes! Intercede. For I feel at this exact moment in time I am restless and angry. And all I can do is pray. Tongues. For I know not what to pray for. And I have been given several different types of tongues. He shall choose the correct one for the specific time. He shall interpret.
March. Sound the alarm. For it is coming. The revelation. The revolution. Into battle I plunge. For what use is my life unless it is furthering his kingdom and loving. Yes eternally loving.
You lead. I will follow.
And in following.
Lead others.
I will go.
Yes; I will go.
He grips at her heels. Nipping and biting. Giving all he has and is to just Get Her Down. Defeated. He is here to kill, steal, and destroy. If I could substitute; yes tag team. Wait. Can I? Hosana. In the highest. Worship. Shall I lead the way with the sword. Could the way to defeat him and get him off of her be spreading the word to others to get him preoccupied. To be proactive. For my gift is not comfort. Hers is. That is her place. And his. My left hand man. He shall help me at any cause to march into battle. On my right hand the lord. My shield bearer. Her; she shall aid. Comfort the blow. Give me wisdom. Beyond my imagination. To know what is best in situations as dark as the depths he is condemned to. I shall march. Intercede. OH Yes! Intercede. For I feel at this exact moment in time I am restless and angry. And all I can do is pray. Tongues. For I know not what to pray for. And I have been given several different types of tongues. He shall choose the correct one for the specific time. He shall interpret.
March. Sound the alarm. For it is coming. The revelation. The revolution. Into battle I plunge. For what use is my life unless it is furthering his kingdom and loving. Yes eternally loving.
You lead. I will follow.
And in following.
Lead others.
I will go.
Yes; I will go.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
I'm in over my head. and lovin' it.
I think she is grand. Wonderful. Delightful. She is so much fun. And loves to have fun.
But I fear.
What will he say; think; decide?
Will he think of it as just as futile and unnecessary as last time?
Will my age damper his even consideration on the subject?
Will he consider me a joke and not even listen?
What shall I do; for my anxiety and apprehension is eating me alive.
Or shall he realize.
I look at her for internal as well as external beauty.
We both help each other in this journey.
I love being with her.
I can honestly say I can't see myself with anyone else but her.
That I AM smart enough, capable, providing, able, and most of all loving to her.
That I can never take his place but rather make her happy when he might not be able to be around her.
That I love her. Wow that is such a strong phrase. Love. But technically according to the bible I'm supposed to love her whether I want to be in an intimate relationship or not. So I don't feel akwardness or discomfort when I say that. But rather I am proud of it. I will fight for her. Perhaps fighting for her is simply telling him:
Hello Sir may I sit down and talk with you for a minute.
I like your daugther immensely and we would like to start dating. I feel it is my obligation to ask you permission for I don't want to be deceitful but rather open and honest with our relationship. I kindly will accept any answer or questions you may have for me. I have nothing to tell but the truth. Please accept my request.
Apprehension; could not describe it any better. For I am in over my head. Because before I was able to accept any answer he would say because I wasn't truly loving her. I hadn't delved into the mystery that is her. But now I know; am sure, I can't go back. I was being safe before; "you can't take any more hurt so you mine as well play it safe and not even bother," said the voice in my head. But now that I have I love it and never want to go back.
Father,
Hear my prayer. Give me faith that you work all things for the good of those who love you. Oh how I love you. For you are the alpha and omega and the creator of all things good. Please help me to have faith and trust you that this will work. For this is one of the road blocks but if this works it will motivate me to press on. Motivation. Encouragement. Faith. Help my unfaithfulness. I need you in this time; for my thoughts alone cannot provide adequate guidance.
Your loving son,
Jordan
I'm in so much over my head; and couldn't turn back if I wanted to. But then again why would I want to.
I'm loving it.
But I fear.
What will he say; think; decide?
Will he think of it as just as futile and unnecessary as last time?
Will my age damper his even consideration on the subject?
Will he consider me a joke and not even listen?
What shall I do; for my anxiety and apprehension is eating me alive.
Or shall he realize.
I look at her for internal as well as external beauty.
We both help each other in this journey.
I love being with her.
I can honestly say I can't see myself with anyone else but her.
That I AM smart enough, capable, providing, able, and most of all loving to her.
That I can never take his place but rather make her happy when he might not be able to be around her.
That I love her. Wow that is such a strong phrase. Love. But technically according to the bible I'm supposed to love her whether I want to be in an intimate relationship or not. So I don't feel akwardness or discomfort when I say that. But rather I am proud of it. I will fight for her. Perhaps fighting for her is simply telling him:
Hello Sir may I sit down and talk with you for a minute.
I like your daugther immensely and we would like to start dating. I feel it is my obligation to ask you permission for I don't want to be deceitful but rather open and honest with our relationship. I kindly will accept any answer or questions you may have for me. I have nothing to tell but the truth. Please accept my request.
Apprehension; could not describe it any better. For I am in over my head. Because before I was able to accept any answer he would say because I wasn't truly loving her. I hadn't delved into the mystery that is her. But now I know; am sure, I can't go back. I was being safe before; "you can't take any more hurt so you mine as well play it safe and not even bother," said the voice in my head. But now that I have I love it and never want to go back.
Father,
Hear my prayer. Give me faith that you work all things for the good of those who love you. Oh how I love you. For you are the alpha and omega and the creator of all things good. Please help me to have faith and trust you that this will work. For this is one of the road blocks but if this works it will motivate me to press on. Motivation. Encouragement. Faith. Help my unfaithfulness. I need you in this time; for my thoughts alone cannot provide adequate guidance.
Your loving son,
Jordan
I'm in so much over my head; and couldn't turn back if I wanted to. But then again why would I want to.
I'm loving it.
Friday, July 18, 2008
So you will be.
I love my Jesus. Wow. How I love you lord.
Let me just say that I am the kind of person that likes challenges. I like giving myself challenges. When I look at signs and see a word I will then play a mind game with myself and try to spell that word with letters from other signs. Or count how many times I can make the word again. Or see things like stop signs and see that there are at least eight other words inside of it. [top, tops, pot, pots, so, to, post, sot] Or to have an uncontrollable need to make sure I step a maximum 2 times per sidewalk square. This is me. I find it so amazing how God can impress me in ways that are so; how can I say, ME. He impresses me in ways and things that would only impress me. I love it. I love how he can plan things out so that they work like clockwork. How he can put something in motion days, weeks, even years before you know it and have it come out at the exact right time. How he can speak to you through a movie even. To have an undeniable sentence leap off the movie screen out at you; play the exact role you need it to, and know that it is from God. I am so in awe. He has started to put wheels in motion. I feel them turning inside of me. I am getting unbelievable insight that I feel an; obligation to tell. I can't be selfish with this. This is why I am here.
He has given me incredibly strong tools and equipment.
Her: She strengthens me, builds me up. Encourages; Oh yes, beyond her belief. Knows her place; and excels at it. Branches off from where she is at and creates other wonderful things to aid her and I. She is; Capable.
Holy Spirit: Guidance. Oh how I feel so young. So immature. But with him I am neither. I am strong, able. He gives me insight; incredible beyond my imagination. I cannot fathom what lies ahead. For although I am anxious, I must do my part where I am at now and wait until it is time.
Him: Love. Uncontrollable love. Inconceivable love. Forgiveness. The peace and tranquility of knowing you are right in his eyes. Encouragement from compassion. To share it. To; Evangelize.
I can't wait. For I know he has plans to prosper me. And yes I am scared at times. Terrified even. But then I hear his still small voice whisper.
"It's going to be OK. You are on the right path. Just run with it. You will make it where you need to be."
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And as for her.
I can't explain it. I've tried. And I will try again. But I will never do the feeling justice in adequate explanation.
- How can I feel so comfortable, so at peace. How can I have such love and tenderness in one moment of time.
- Strength; Oh indeed. She is capable, able, even remarkably good at providing. Just what I need, when I need it. And in all this bring me even more in love and closer to him. I can't help but think this is how it was; is supposed to be done.
But that thought.
Am I:
-Good enough
-Strong enough
-Providing
-Capable
-Smart enough
For someone of her magnitude. For I know; she is great. But then he says.
So you will be.
Let me just say that I am the kind of person that likes challenges. I like giving myself challenges. When I look at signs and see a word I will then play a mind game with myself and try to spell that word with letters from other signs. Or count how many times I can make the word again. Or see things like stop signs and see that there are at least eight other words inside of it. [top, tops, pot, pots, so, to, post, sot] Or to have an uncontrollable need to make sure I step a maximum 2 times per sidewalk square. This is me. I find it so amazing how God can impress me in ways that are so; how can I say, ME. He impresses me in ways and things that would only impress me. I love it. I love how he can plan things out so that they work like clockwork. How he can put something in motion days, weeks, even years before you know it and have it come out at the exact right time. How he can speak to you through a movie even. To have an undeniable sentence leap off the movie screen out at you; play the exact role you need it to, and know that it is from God. I am so in awe. He has started to put wheels in motion. I feel them turning inside of me. I am getting unbelievable insight that I feel an; obligation to tell. I can't be selfish with this. This is why I am here.
He has given me incredibly strong tools and equipment.
Her: She strengthens me, builds me up. Encourages; Oh yes, beyond her belief. Knows her place; and excels at it. Branches off from where she is at and creates other wonderful things to aid her and I. She is; Capable.
Holy Spirit: Guidance. Oh how I feel so young. So immature. But with him I am neither. I am strong, able. He gives me insight; incredible beyond my imagination. I cannot fathom what lies ahead. For although I am anxious, I must do my part where I am at now and wait until it is time.
Him: Love. Uncontrollable love. Inconceivable love. Forgiveness. The peace and tranquility of knowing you are right in his eyes. Encouragement from compassion. To share it. To; Evangelize.
I can't wait. For I know he has plans to prosper me. And yes I am scared at times. Terrified even. But then I hear his still small voice whisper.
"It's going to be OK. You are on the right path. Just run with it. You will make it where you need to be."
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And as for her.
I can't explain it. I've tried. And I will try again. But I will never do the feeling justice in adequate explanation.
- How can I feel so comfortable, so at peace. How can I have such love and tenderness in one moment of time.
- Strength; Oh indeed. She is capable, able, even remarkably good at providing. Just what I need, when I need it. And in all this bring me even more in love and closer to him. I can't help but think this is how it was; is supposed to be done.
But that thought.
Am I:
-Good enough
-Strong enough
-Providing
-Capable
-Smart enough
For someone of her magnitude. For I know; she is great. But then he says.
So you will be.
Friday, July 11, 2008
The never ending....[He is as well]; and my un-intention.
When. When will one of these finally work? It has; in escence; great potential. The base of it will be a fortress; yes a mighty cornerstone. Out of which nothing but immense joy will flow like streams and brooks; created for none other than I. Or so it seems. The final result awakes my disheartenment. However, despite that, I feel nothing but restlessness and eagerness for the days to come. Of course; making the days at hand seem trivial. Trivial. What am I saying? They are anything but trivial. They have innumerous necessities that cannot be manufactured or replaced or bought in a magazine.
Patience. I must wait. For the one I say that I love, but have trouble being patient for. "Love is patient." they tell me. I yearn for the quality. The virtue. I must ask for it then. For after all; if I ask I am to receive. I humbly ask for patience and understanding, for I obviously contain neither of these two qualities at the needed amount. Maybe that is why this period of time has happened. I am restless. Not bad. Bad placement. To be restless. Possibly a good attribute. Put into good place; that is. To further our goal. To never be- content. Be careful. Choose your times. For you have been given discernment. To know when to be what.
Love. What; or rather why this feeling? Well, for him to show us how he feels. And to bestow the most wonderful thing of all into our lives. I love. I want to love. Or. To impart love to another. But again I question placement. Or rather amount in placement. As I pass through this grey area for a period of time, shall I not love on others immensly. How? Is it yelling at them to get them to "convert". Here is where the hypocrites draw the line. Love is untouchable for them. Pharisees. But love. Or maybe compassion. Or just generally caring for them. Maybe lending money. More practical things. But shall this continue when this waiting period is over. Yes. Deffinitely. For as I am trained things begin to; how you say; stick. And that, in retrospect; is growth. A time of growth. Its near impossible to change that into something bad.
Feeling. How much can I write about how I am feeling. The answer is quite simple. I really don't; well didn't; know how I was feeling. This is good. Productive. But in the days to come. Well, the days without grey. There shall still be growth. But to grow you must reach certain levels I believe. Perhaps I, her, we must reach another level before we can grow; together. I hope. Believe. Trust. Oh, trust. Impossible. I can put all my cares into his hands. Never. I must go at it in a tactical procedure. Determining all the moves, strategies, outputs and inputs. For there lies true wisdom right? Wrong. Completely. Look at how far that got you last time. Not only did it not work. It brought you farther apart. Not this time. No, I won't allow it.
Listening. What exactly is it? Is it being silent. Or hearing a thought in my head and acting upon it. Then seeing how it ends up and being able to tell what thoughts in my head are mine and which ones are God. Yes that sounds right. To be accustomed to the holy spirit talking. This seems painful; for I will get into trouble sometimes for following my own thoughts. bible. Biblical as my friend would say. That is the key. Not the key that you put into a door, but the key that you decipher maps and codes with. It will help, aid, further the cause. Yes, for listening will cause closeness. And discernment on how to love. And being focused and working on all this will keep me; distracted. For I feel that is the only way to pass the time. Be distracted; by God. For there is so much to do that I shouldn't have time to worry and analyze every little thing said when it may mean nothing. But paying attention is still needed. Do not completely shun or shut out. For then they will feel rejected and unloved. My unintention.
For when I listen and trust in God, my loving will become true and earnest towards my neighbors; in turn passing the "grey area" time. Making me patient.
Trust. Keeps coming back up. It's a toughy. Doesn't have to be though. That's another blog.
-Your trusting and listening servant-
Patience. I must wait. For the one I say that I love, but have trouble being patient for. "Love is patient." they tell me. I yearn for the quality. The virtue. I must ask for it then. For after all; if I ask I am to receive. I humbly ask for patience and understanding, for I obviously contain neither of these two qualities at the needed amount. Maybe that is why this period of time has happened. I am restless. Not bad. Bad placement. To be restless. Possibly a good attribute. Put into good place; that is. To further our goal. To never be- content. Be careful. Choose your times. For you have been given discernment. To know when to be what.
Love. What; or rather why this feeling? Well, for him to show us how he feels. And to bestow the most wonderful thing of all into our lives. I love. I want to love. Or. To impart love to another. But again I question placement. Or rather amount in placement. As I pass through this grey area for a period of time, shall I not love on others immensly. How? Is it yelling at them to get them to "convert". Here is where the hypocrites draw the line. Love is untouchable for them. Pharisees. But love. Or maybe compassion. Or just generally caring for them. Maybe lending money. More practical things. But shall this continue when this waiting period is over. Yes. Deffinitely. For as I am trained things begin to; how you say; stick. And that, in retrospect; is growth. A time of growth. Its near impossible to change that into something bad.
Feeling. How much can I write about how I am feeling. The answer is quite simple. I really don't; well didn't; know how I was feeling. This is good. Productive. But in the days to come. Well, the days without grey. There shall still be growth. But to grow you must reach certain levels I believe. Perhaps I, her, we must reach another level before we can grow; together. I hope. Believe. Trust. Oh, trust. Impossible. I can put all my cares into his hands. Never. I must go at it in a tactical procedure. Determining all the moves, strategies, outputs and inputs. For there lies true wisdom right? Wrong. Completely. Look at how far that got you last time. Not only did it not work. It brought you farther apart. Not this time. No, I won't allow it.
Listening. What exactly is it? Is it being silent. Or hearing a thought in my head and acting upon it. Then seeing how it ends up and being able to tell what thoughts in my head are mine and which ones are God. Yes that sounds right. To be accustomed to the holy spirit talking. This seems painful; for I will get into trouble sometimes for following my own thoughts. bible. Biblical as my friend would say. That is the key. Not the key that you put into a door, but the key that you decipher maps and codes with. It will help, aid, further the cause. Yes, for listening will cause closeness. And discernment on how to love. And being focused and working on all this will keep me; distracted. For I feel that is the only way to pass the time. Be distracted; by God. For there is so much to do that I shouldn't have time to worry and analyze every little thing said when it may mean nothing. But paying attention is still needed. Do not completely shun or shut out. For then they will feel rejected and unloved. My unintention.
For when I listen and trust in God, my loving will become true and earnest towards my neighbors; in turn passing the "grey area" time. Making me patient.
Trust. Keeps coming back up. It's a toughy. Doesn't have to be though. That's another blog.
-Your trusting and listening servant-
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
July 8, 2008
Dear beloved son: I say this,
"Pull yourself back into my arms for awhile. You're not quite ready. You think you are but you say you trust with my understanding. I know the plans I have to prosper you. I want to make everything in your life not good but astoundingly and profoundly great. You do have time. Do you not believe that I am in control of everything? Including time. I can help you. But do me a favor and don't obsess, or idolize. Yes it will be great. But I created her. I made her. Show me that your heart is one with mine. For if not you and I both know the path of destruction it will lead to. You've had this happen before. Though many don't know about it; I do. I know how it hurt. And we both know it was your inability to trust me. To give it all to me and trust that when the time comes; I will tell you. It is not far off in the distance, but rather than thinking and counting down the time; Enjoy the time. The time with me. The time with her. Let us dwell on the good things. For there will be times of trial and heartache. There will be things set in place in order for you to grow. But trust me. It will all work out. YOUR time will come. It WILL be great! I have the master plans remember? Just Relax and stop scrutinizing every situation from all the point of views and charts and maps and diagrams and just be at peace. Peace. It is not something fairytaled off in yoga classes and personal trainers. It is being confident in me. You are getting there. You are going to do mighty things for my kingdom. But just know; I am in control. I will provide for you and in fact; if you follow me; I will provide MORE than enough. Confide in me. Trust. Don't know that i can but know that I will. and as for her. I am preparing you for her. She deserves so much. I love her. You deserve so much. I love you. I want to prepare you both for each other. And more than that I want you two to have the greatest lives ever. For I make all things work out for GOOD for those who love me and are called according to my purpose. That verse was designed for you. I called you; and will make it work. I want the triangle of us to be moving forward at all times; friendship is what will do it at this point in time. Don't fear that you will become too good of friends and then not want to be together. For it is on friendships that the Greatest relationships are built on. Not on sand, but rather stone. And yes you guessed it; i am that stone. The cornerstone that you will build not just this relationship, but all your relationships on. If you have nothing in common know that you can always start a conversation off with love. Not "Hey you sinner come to Christ love", but rather "I have this great thing in my life and i love you enough to tell you about it and how you can feel this way too!"
This is where you need to grow. If you are to be like Paul you must begin that now rather than think it is far off. It is now. It has always been now. You are just now choosing to hear it rather than shove it off like my words are no better than commercials or ads on the radio that you've heard a million times and don't care to hear. You are listening to me. I love it. I have always listened to you. I forgive you. You are.....Forgiven!"
P.S.
You wonder why it took so long and why all of the sudden you are realizing things about her didn't realize. I opened you eyes. Give me credit for that at least. I showed you. I want you to know how great I have led her to become. And not as much that but rather how GREAT she will become. Don't worry about past times. You were nothing without me. I will show you my grace through her. I love you so much.
Your loving father and best friend,
Jesus
"Pull yourself back into my arms for awhile. You're not quite ready. You think you are but you say you trust with my understanding. I know the plans I have to prosper you. I want to make everything in your life not good but astoundingly and profoundly great. You do have time. Do you not believe that I am in control of everything? Including time. I can help you. But do me a favor and don't obsess, or idolize. Yes it will be great. But I created her. I made her. Show me that your heart is one with mine. For if not you and I both know the path of destruction it will lead to. You've had this happen before. Though many don't know about it; I do. I know how it hurt. And we both know it was your inability to trust me. To give it all to me and trust that when the time comes; I will tell you. It is not far off in the distance, but rather than thinking and counting down the time; Enjoy the time. The time with me. The time with her. Let us dwell on the good things. For there will be times of trial and heartache. There will be things set in place in order for you to grow. But trust me. It will all work out. YOUR time will come. It WILL be great! I have the master plans remember? Just Relax and stop scrutinizing every situation from all the point of views and charts and maps and diagrams and just be at peace. Peace. It is not something fairytaled off in yoga classes and personal trainers. It is being confident in me. You are getting there. You are going to do mighty things for my kingdom. But just know; I am in control. I will provide for you and in fact; if you follow me; I will provide MORE than enough. Confide in me. Trust. Don't know that i can but know that I will. and as for her. I am preparing you for her. She deserves so much. I love her. You deserve so much. I love you. I want to prepare you both for each other. And more than that I want you two to have the greatest lives ever. For I make all things work out for GOOD for those who love me and are called according to my purpose. That verse was designed for you. I called you; and will make it work. I want the triangle of us to be moving forward at all times; friendship is what will do it at this point in time. Don't fear that you will become too good of friends and then not want to be together. For it is on friendships that the Greatest relationships are built on. Not on sand, but rather stone. And yes you guessed it; i am that stone. The cornerstone that you will build not just this relationship, but all your relationships on. If you have nothing in common know that you can always start a conversation off with love. Not "Hey you sinner come to Christ love", but rather "I have this great thing in my life and i love you enough to tell you about it and how you can feel this way too!"
This is where you need to grow. If you are to be like Paul you must begin that now rather than think it is far off. It is now. It has always been now. You are just now choosing to hear it rather than shove it off like my words are no better than commercials or ads on the radio that you've heard a million times and don't care to hear. You are listening to me. I love it. I have always listened to you. I forgive you. You are.....Forgiven!"
P.S.
You wonder why it took so long and why all of the sudden you are realizing things about her didn't realize. I opened you eyes. Give me credit for that at least. I showed you. I want you to know how great I have led her to become. And not as much that but rather how GREAT she will become. Don't worry about past times. You were nothing without me. I will show you my grace through her. I love you so much.
Your loving father and best friend,
Jesus
Sunday, July 6, 2008
July 6, 2008
In Acts 28 Paul is teaching to some people. He tries to lay hands on them but they aren't healed. Now I know that if I was in that position I would immediately be discouraged that I couldn't heal them. But Paul has healed thousands of people and is one of the greatest evangelists ever. If he couldn't heal them then you know that something is different here. As I read on I see that it says that the reason he couldn't heal them was because their hearts were hardened; or already set on not being healed. This is encouragement to me because it is saying the reason you couldn't heal them might not always be your faith but rather their hidden agenda to try to rub in the face of christianity the fact that they weren't healed.
Another thing I see at the end of this passage is in this verse.
"For the next two years, Paul lived in Rome at his own expense. He welcomed all who visited him, 31 boldly proclaiming the Kingdom of God and teaching about the Lord Jesus Christ. And no one tried to stop him."
What strikes me is that he was able to live in one of the biggest cities/ empires for two years at his own expense or in his own rented corters. Which tells me that it cost him money to be there. God provided for him (an evangelist). This gives me hope that he will provide for me.
A wise person once told me
"Don't create distance, for fear of fear's existence."
I love that statement.
Jordan
Another thing I see at the end of this passage is in this verse.
"For the next two years, Paul lived in Rome at his own expense. He welcomed all who visited him, 31 boldly proclaiming the Kingdom of God and teaching about the Lord Jesus Christ. And no one tried to stop him."
What strikes me is that he was able to live in one of the biggest cities/ empires for two years at his own expense or in his own rented corters. Which tells me that it cost him money to be there. God provided for him (an evangelist). This gives me hope that he will provide for me.
A wise person once told me
"Don't create distance, for fear of fear's existence."
I love that statement.
Jordan
Friday, July 4, 2008
July 4, 2008
Dear Father,
I love you so much. You have such a way with planning everything so it works out perfect. You are graceful, merciful, kind, gentle, compassionate; and perfect in every way. The beginning and end. Literally. The beginning of life for new believers; and the end of existence as we know it for those who don't accept you. I come asking a request of you. It is nothing but biblical. I need help to make it through today and tomorrow. I worked yesterday. I have to work today. I work tomorrow. 16 hour days. I can't make it through these days on my own. But through you I can have a good attitude and be overjoyed and excited for the great opportunities. I thank you; for all that you are doing, all that you have done, and all that you are planning to do.
Your devoted son,
Jordan
I love you so much. You have such a way with planning everything so it works out perfect. You are graceful, merciful, kind, gentle, compassionate; and perfect in every way. The beginning and end. Literally. The beginning of life for new believers; and the end of existence as we know it for those who don't accept you. I come asking a request of you. It is nothing but biblical. I need help to make it through today and tomorrow. I worked yesterday. I have to work today. I work tomorrow. 16 hour days. I can't make it through these days on my own. But through you I can have a good attitude and be overjoyed and excited for the great opportunities. I thank you; for all that you are doing, all that you have done, and all that you are planning to do.
Your devoted son,
Jordan
July 5, 2008
Alright so I'm still reading in Acts and I don't have too much time to write but the main synopsis of the story is that Paul is being arrested for preaching the gospel and is put into jail for 8 years. I was complaining today because I have to work for three days straight for 16 hours but he was in jail for 8 years!!! He didn't complain at all; and when they tried him he just went on like it was any old day. Conclusion: I have to trust God to get me through the days. Today was okay. Pray that it doesn't rain or thunderstorm tomorrow. I would like to make some money if I am going to work a lot. I am kind of missing someone and wish they would come back so I pray that the time flies... unlike today. And praise report!!!
I made all my money for mission! yay!!
Still waiting,
Jordan
I made all my money for mission! yay!!
Still waiting,
Jordan
Thursday, July 3, 2008
July 3, 2008
Hello. I am still reading in Acts specifically chapter 22 here where Paul is adressing the people who are actually about to kill him. As I was reading his testimony I thought about why he was so great. And how he got to such an esteemed position in God's kingdom. And the more I read I began to understand that God specifically enjoyed using Paul because he started off persecuting christians and ended reviving the nationwide church of God. And I think the amazing thing was people listened to him because he was completely honest and didn't have to sell God anywhere. The reality of it was that he didn't have to sell God because God always comes through for us. Another reason I believe they listened to him was because he had been in sin like they had. Actually some of the worst sin because he killed the first martyrer ever. The thought in everyone's minds was, "Wow, if God can heal people through a man who once killed christians; then why wouldn't I be able to." God doesn't intend for us to fall into sin. But because we have free will we might. But the fact is God is going to use that for good. Saul was a sick man who killed christians and that was his choice and wrongdoing but god uses him for so much more. Thousands came to Jesus because of Paul. The last reason I think Paul's ministry was so effective is because he was willing to die for it. You realize who you really are and your real value system when life or death is on the line; and the fact was that they didn't really have anything to live or die for and this concept interested them. Monumentally. Something to work toward. So I conclude these things.
Effective Ministry.
1. Ministry should be truth. Because the fact of the matter is that ministry is truth.
2. Ministry should show your testimony and struggles because real-life experiences are the most unique, passionate, and moving.
3. You should be willing to die for your ministry because the fact is in Acts 20:24 Paul says this:
"But my life is worth nothing to me unless I use it for finishing the work assigned me by the Lord Jesus—the work of telling others the Good News about the wonderful grace of God."
Because something that is worth dying for is worth paying some attention and thought to. And that is our goal. To get their attention and get them thinking about it.
If I had a million dollars I would want to share it and my good fortune with my friends. God is my million dollars and more. I want to share him with my friends so much.
Lord,
Help me to reach others rather than let this fire burn inside me and not ignite anyone else because eventually it will diminish. I get re-ignited as I spread the wildfire to others.
Love,
Your humble and faithful servant.
Effective Ministry.
1. Ministry should be truth. Because the fact of the matter is that ministry is truth.
2. Ministry should show your testimony and struggles because real-life experiences are the most unique, passionate, and moving.
3. You should be willing to die for your ministry because the fact is in Acts 20:24 Paul says this:
"But my life is worth nothing to me unless I use it for finishing the work assigned me by the Lord Jesus—the work of telling others the Good News about the wonderful grace of God."
Because something that is worth dying for is worth paying some attention and thought to. And that is our goal. To get their attention and get them thinking about it.
If I had a million dollars I would want to share it and my good fortune with my friends. God is my million dollars and more. I want to share him with my friends so much.
Lord,
Help me to reach others rather than let this fire burn inside me and not ignite anyone else because eventually it will diminish. I get re-ignited as I spread the wildfire to others.
Love,
Your humble and faithful servant.
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
July 2, 2008
I love God a lot. He has a way of making me better but at the same time filling in where I lack. He has shown me that the things I want the most are not out of grasp but rather extremely attainable and onlye because they are lining up with his plans.
Romans 8:28
And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.
I am called to be an evangelist I believe. His purpose. He will equip me. The devil is trying to convince me that no ministers make it and don't do well financially but I rebuke that in the name of Jesus and know that God has my future in his hands. I am actually looking forward to the future. To all the things God has in store. He has such a big plan; an intricate, mapped out plan.
What I think his plan is for me:
1. Go to a college (possible Valley Forge)
2. Get a degree in being an evangelist
3. Get a teaching degree.
4. Become a high school teacher and speak at churches and places like that in the summers.
5. Eventually move to full time evangelism.
Tell me your thoughts.
Romans 8:28
And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.
I am called to be an evangelist I believe. His purpose. He will equip me. The devil is trying to convince me that no ministers make it and don't do well financially but I rebuke that in the name of Jesus and know that God has my future in his hands. I am actually looking forward to the future. To all the things God has in store. He has such a big plan; an intricate, mapped out plan.
What I think his plan is for me:
1. Go to a college (possible Valley Forge)
2. Get a degree in being an evangelist
3. Get a teaching degree.
4. Become a high school teacher and speak at churches and places like that in the summers.
5. Eventually move to full time evangelism.
Tell me your thoughts.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
July 1, 2008
Hello anyone who reads this blog. All two or three of you. I think I should start reading other people's blogs and maybe they will read mine. But I do kind of like it to be more personal or a way to get what I'm feeling into words. Today was awesome. I had a visions day meeting which turned out to be more helpful than I thought it would be. Got some topics such as what are "wins" for simpleyouth. Very effective. Then went to Luke's house and hung out with some of my favorite people. One in particular. I like her a lot. haha funny stories. (inside jokes). back on track. We set down our rules for how you would say "touching". Very low key in public as in mostly nothing at all. When with friends or in a closed environment holding hands is where we are at right now. I don't want to jump too far ahead and then feel like we're not growing. And more importantly I want to let her know that I like her for more than her looks. And as I got to thinking about it I realized how important it is for me to point out to myself what I like about her. and here it is in order of importance.
1. Her love for God. Passion to be closer.
2. Strength. In being confident in what she believes in; and being able to stand up for herself even though she knows that I will always stand up for her.
3. Compassion. Towards children. And all people really. Mostly just her genuine love for others.
4. Wisdom. Her ability to be able to know what is right and wrong in areas that seem very grey to me.
5. Her love. How she can give and give and give and not expect anything in return; Although I will give to her as much as possible.
6. Her sense of Responsibility. That I can entrust something in her or ask her of something and know that it will be done. However I will try to ask as little from her as I can.
7. Her beauty. Inside and out. She is just refreshingly pure. Always happy and smiling. I'd heard it was contagious but boy were they true.
8. Her sense of reality but also boldness. Her ability to be aware of what lies ahead. But to not cower or back down from it.
9. Her competency. To look at me and not see my physical and earthly age. But rather my spiritual age; and my relationship with the God we both love dearly.
10. Her sense of humor. Or rather capability to humor me when I'm really not funny.
There they are. The 10 top things I like about her. Not in detail but rather broad and open for more personal thought. But i thought it would be good for me to put my thoughts out there in the open. Tell me what you think.
The longer the wait the better the occasion.
I wonder if that's in the bible because for so many different occasions that keep popping up this
phrase keeps hitting me.
From here on is mostly just inside jokes.
I found You in the most unlikely way But really it was You who found meAnd I found myself in the gifts that You gave You gave me so much and I I wish You could staybut I'll, I'll wait for the day
Fun(ny things) haha
I will fight for you. Show you. I'm just deciding how.
-jordan-
1. Her love for God. Passion to be closer.
2. Strength. In being confident in what she believes in; and being able to stand up for herself even though she knows that I will always stand up for her.
3. Compassion. Towards children. And all people really. Mostly just her genuine love for others.
4. Wisdom. Her ability to be able to know what is right and wrong in areas that seem very grey to me.
5. Her love. How she can give and give and give and not expect anything in return; Although I will give to her as much as possible.
6. Her sense of Responsibility. That I can entrust something in her or ask her of something and know that it will be done. However I will try to ask as little from her as I can.
7. Her beauty. Inside and out. She is just refreshingly pure. Always happy and smiling. I'd heard it was contagious but boy were they true.
8. Her sense of reality but also boldness. Her ability to be aware of what lies ahead. But to not cower or back down from it.
9. Her competency. To look at me and not see my physical and earthly age. But rather my spiritual age; and my relationship with the God we both love dearly.
10. Her sense of humor. Or rather capability to humor me when I'm really not funny.
There they are. The 10 top things I like about her. Not in detail but rather broad and open for more personal thought. But i thought it would be good for me to put my thoughts out there in the open. Tell me what you think.
The longer the wait the better the occasion.
I wonder if that's in the bible because for so many different occasions that keep popping up this
phrase keeps hitting me.
From here on is mostly just inside jokes.
I found You in the most unlikely way But really it was You who found meAnd I found myself in the gifts that You gave You gave me so much and I I wish You could staybut I'll, I'll wait for the day
Fun(ny things) haha
I will fight for you. Show you. I'm just deciding how.
-jordan-
Monday, June 30, 2008
June 30, 2008
God says, "Ask and you will receive." Wow. What a scary statement. Sort of makes me afraid to ask of things. Which as I think about it more might be a good thing. Not to go to God with every frivolous thing I think I need but rather to think about my request and read the word to see if it matches up with it. I right now think my potential request to God is for a relationship of mine to go well. I think that it is along with God's word. He wants us to be happy. As long as it isn't compromising our relationship with him. I mean, she loves God, she is smart, respectful; A child of God.
Philippians 4:8 And now, dear brothers and sisters, one final thing. Fix your thoughts on what is true, and honorable, and right, and pure, and lovely, and admirable. Think about things that are excellent and worthy of praise.
She doesn't lie. She is not unpure. She is nothing but lovely and admirable. This sounds like it matches up with the Word of God. If I can honestly say that she is all these things (and I can) than what is ungodly with group dating or the possibility of dating?
These are my current thoughts. Tell me what you think.
Philippians 4:8 And now, dear brothers and sisters, one final thing. Fix your thoughts on what is true, and honorable, and right, and pure, and lovely, and admirable. Think about things that are excellent and worthy of praise.
She doesn't lie. She is not unpure. She is nothing but lovely and admirable. This sounds like it matches up with the Word of God. If I can honestly say that she is all these things (and I can) than what is ungodly with group dating or the possibility of dating?
These are my current thoughts. Tell me what you think.
Sunday, June 29, 2008
June 29, 2008
I had a good day. I saw a movie with some awesome friends. I worked shave ice and got money for missions. I played for the worship services 9 o clock and 11 o clock. I told a girl I liked her. She told me she liked me also. I told my parents; they were cool with it. We had the discussion we knew we would have to have when I decided i wanted to start dating someone. The girl's parents aren't going to take it that well according to her. She said her family is not very close besides the fact that they live in the same house. I am here to comfort her and help her through this. But the thing is; the thing i like most about her is her strength in what she believes in so I hope she can have strength in Us. But only if it is according to God's will. I need devotions. tomorrow will be refreshing.
-jordan-
-jordan-
Friday, June 27, 2008
June 27, 2008
Camp was awesome. I won't write much today because I am very tired. But I had a renewing of the holy spirit and had some great times with friends. It was amazing. Alright I'm going to sleep.
Saturday, June 21, 2008
June 20-21, 2008
I am excited about the Johannes thing. I have been running around so much. My life has been crazy and need a chance to sit down and have time with God. This week at camp I will get a chance to dot that so that is alright. I really fall without God by my side. And i am really realizing how being comforting to someone is really being a blessing from God. Showing them that we are a family and love them. Being the BODY OF CHRIST!
-j0rdan-
-j0rdan-
Thursday, June 19, 2008
June 19, 2008
Crazy day. woke up at 4:30. didnt get back til 11. had to play drums the night before. got to bed the night before at 12. Thank god for giving me spiritual as well as physical energy. hallelujah. pray for jocelyn rife.
-jordan-
-jordan-
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
June 18, 2008
This week is the week that Johannes comes. I have been fasting and praying for the last month or two. I am really excited. I am asking for the gift of discernment. I fasted the tv show "Scrubs" because I used to watch it a lot. I will probably write another blog tonight after youth group because it is the first night with Johannes. I am excited I get to play drums three times for the week of life change and healing. Can't Wait!
-jordan-
-jordan-
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
June 17, 2008
Hello,
Today I was reading in the passage of Acts 17 10 through . In the beginning it talks about how Paul and Silas traveled to Berea and how all of the people were more open minded than previous places they had been. It says how they would take all of the stuff Paul and Silas preached and counterchecked it with the bible. I think that is a very good approach to making sure not only do we get the full extent of the message, but to continually make sure our leaders, pastors, and etc. are coinciding with the bible. It says that as they did this, more of them couldn't help but come to Christ. I think many of us (including myself) listen to a message and just assume that it is from God; and not to undermine any of our pastors (indluding mine; i love him dearly and think he is an incredible man of God) but sometimes biblical myths are past down the generations without any real consideration as to whether it is on track with God. I think this is the devil trying to convince us to not take any thought into what God has to say and just assuming all that anyone says about the bible is true. That is a very dangerous place to be I believe because of what the devil could do with that foothold. My pastor has recently (past month) spoken on this, and I am just now realizing how much in my life I assume things such phrase as "Well if it is meant to happen God will do it" are true; without having taken any thought whatsoever. I don't believe this is true. The fact is he gives us free will, and although he knows what is going to happen; doesn't necessarily do anything because he doesn't know if he has permission. In accordance to what my friend luke has said, I think I believe (because of free will) God can't particularly do anything in our lives unless we; in a way; allow him. It does sound odd but I think there is truth in that statement. Because of that; what is supposed to happen according to God's plan might not happen because of our own faults (not asking God and just assuming he knows you will allow him instead of earnestly and openly telling him ) and not because God was supposed to take care of it. We do have to cast our cares on the father, but also remember we have a job to do. Initiative is needed.
This is just one myth my pastor has pointed out and I have sort of; meditated on. If you feel my thoughts are incorrect according to the bible I would love for you to get a verse or thought and confront me with you. We are a family; and part of our job as a family is to help keep each other on track.
-Jordan-
Today I was reading in the passage of Acts 17 10 through . In the beginning it talks about how Paul and Silas traveled to Berea and how all of the people were more open minded than previous places they had been. It says how they would take all of the stuff Paul and Silas preached and counterchecked it with the bible. I think that is a very good approach to making sure not only do we get the full extent of the message, but to continually make sure our leaders, pastors, and etc. are coinciding with the bible. It says that as they did this, more of them couldn't help but come to Christ. I think many of us (including myself) listen to a message and just assume that it is from God; and not to undermine any of our pastors (indluding mine; i love him dearly and think he is an incredible man of God) but sometimes biblical myths are past down the generations without any real consideration as to whether it is on track with God. I think this is the devil trying to convince us to not take any thought into what God has to say and just assuming all that anyone says about the bible is true. That is a very dangerous place to be I believe because of what the devil could do with that foothold. My pastor has recently (past month) spoken on this, and I am just now realizing how much in my life I assume things such phrase as "Well if it is meant to happen God will do it" are true; without having taken any thought whatsoever. I don't believe this is true. The fact is he gives us free will, and although he knows what is going to happen; doesn't necessarily do anything because he doesn't know if he has permission. In accordance to what my friend luke has said, I think I believe (because of free will) God can't particularly do anything in our lives unless we; in a way; allow him. It does sound odd but I think there is truth in that statement. Because of that; what is supposed to happen according to God's plan might not happen because of our own faults (not asking God and just assuming he knows you will allow him instead of earnestly and openly telling him ) and not because God was supposed to take care of it. We do have to cast our cares on the father, but also remember we have a job to do. Initiative is needed.
This is just one myth my pastor has pointed out and I have sort of; meditated on. If you feel my thoughts are incorrect according to the bible I would love for you to get a verse or thought and confront me with you. We are a family; and part of our job as a family is to help keep each other on track.
-Jordan-
Monday, June 16, 2008
June 16, 2008
Today I was reading in Acts 16. It is about how Paul and Silas are traveling to different places preaching the word of God. It is the story where they are preaching in different places and a fortune-teller who is possessed with a demon continues to follow them around and say, " These men are servants of the most high God and they have come to tell you how to be saved." It says how Paul got so annoiyed that he cast the demons 0ut in the name of Jesus. The woman had made her masters very rich, and since the demon had been cast out they would no longer make money. So the masters go to the town council basicly and tell them that Paul and Silas were doing customs outlawed to Jews. So they are taken into the town square and stripped and beaten severely and then put into a jail cell. The bible explains how they are in this jail and start singing praise songs. Now the funny thing is that I have heard this story so much I start to think well obviously; why wouldn't they be praising God. The more I thought about this I started to actually believe that there would be no reason for them to not to praise God. Think about it for a second. Matthew 10 and 12 talk about how the persecuted man is blessed for his kingdom is that of heavens and that, like the prophets before you, being persecuted will bring you treasures in heaven. So if I were these guys I would say, " You know what, it sucks that we got beaten and I am probably going to not heal for like 12 days, but guess what Silas? We are going to get a huge mansion in heaven man! You know how many times this has happened to us; I'm going to ask God for an indoor, inground pool!"
Moral of the story: Don't ask for persecution, but when it comes upon you; Thank God for he said that if he was persecuted we will be too. We are on the same team as the almighty God and if I can take one for the team; more or less for my God.... Then Thank God! I'm going to have more riches in heaven and more importantly have God smile down upon me.
I'm going to do devotions every day on here from now on.
Moral of the story: Don't ask for persecution, but when it comes upon you; Thank God for he said that if he was persecuted we will be too. We are on the same team as the almighty God and if I can take one for the team; more or less for my God.... Then Thank God! I'm going to have more riches in heaven and more importantly have God smile down upon me.
I'm going to do devotions every day on here from now on.
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
back on the horse's back.
You are loved. wanted. accepted. enough. more than enough. taken as you are. nothing more. taken as what you are and are being molded into what you're to become. he is proud. oh so proud. parents at graduation could not even begin to make an accurate comparison to his feeling. though you stumble. you wont fall. you do not fall. you get back on the horse. as a wise person told me "life is a marathon, not a sprint" do not focus on your downfalls rather your victories. and the next task ahead. focus. prepare
PREPARATION helps make divine appointments easier for God to plan.
PREPARATION helps make divine appointments easier for God to plan.
Saturday, June 7, 2008
simpleyouth growth.
I think a big reason that we are not getting more people at simpleyouth is because ... well to start off i think the leaders ourselves are emotionally and spiritually ready. but i feel like we are bad spiritual fathers and mothers of the people we already have in our youth group and god is sort of telling us that if we cant take care of who we already have why would he trust us with more people.
Matthew 25:21
"His master replied, 'Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master's happiness!'
I have this thought that the people that are in our youth group now will eventually HAVE to be the leaders because of all the people we could potentially have. potentially. not a deffinite word. god is giving us a chance. to allow us to make a big difference in the youth of our community.
Matthew 25:21
"His master replied, 'Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master's happiness!'
I have this thought that the people that are in our youth group now will eventually HAVE to be the leaders because of all the people we could potentially have. potentially. not a deffinite word. god is giving us a chance. to allow us to make a big difference in the youth of our community.
Friday, June 6, 2008
new
Hi I am Jordan Britton.
I love God.
I love devotions.
I plan to put my devotions here on the page.
I would love to talk to you about God.
Please give my a post or message or something.
www.myspace.com/jbrio
waiting2gohome@yahoo.com
I love God.
I love devotions.
I plan to put my devotions here on the page.
I would love to talk to you about God.
Please give my a post or message or something.
www.myspace.com/jbrio
waiting2gohome@yahoo.com
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