I really am struggling on the thought of having to wait 3 years until we can be together. We probably have to date that long or be, as some people so patronizingly put it, "good friends", just for some people to take us seriously anyways. I just feel like I'm swimming against the current on this one. I know that I grow from being with her and I like to think that she has grown too, and if that is the case and it doesn't hurt anything then I don't think God has a problem with it either. He wants us to be happy right? And one of my lifelong friends is now dating so I can understand why he wouldn't have as much time to be with me and even my mom says that since I was a little kid I've always wanted a companion to be with. But i just feel like it's never gonna happen. Like Katelyn and Brooks, Anna and Josh, Kat and Ed. Why can't I just have 2 or 3 more years under my belt. I am just very weary right now and completely unhopeful in this aspect. And those of you who ever actually read this and don't take us seriously or don't believe we should be thinking of marriage this early, or have negative opinions of what you jus read: I would appreciate you not commenting on this because it was mostly for my own benefit of venting.
thanks for reading,
jordan
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I'm proud of you for putting up with everything you have, and for pushing through even though it's extremely hard. I know what you're feeling. We can do all things through Christ. Let's do it together, and have a little fun along the way. I love you Jordan Britton.
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I know it's hard Jordan. But one day we will look on these days and smile. We will say we had the patience and endurance it takes to make love last a lifetime. Because we made the DECISION. You are guys are stronger than you think. =]]
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