July 8, 2008

Dear beloved son: I say this,

"Pull yourself back into my arms for awhile. You're not quite ready. You think you are but you say you trust with my understanding. I know the plans I have to prosper you. I want to make everything in your life not good but astoundingly and profoundly great. You do have time. Do you not believe that I am in control of everything? Including time. I can help you. But do me a favor and don't obsess, or idolize. Yes it will be great. But I created her. I made her. Show me that your heart is one with mine. For if not you and I both know the path of destruction it will lead to. You've had this happen before. Though many don't know about it; I do. I know how it hurt. And we both know it was your inability to trust me. To give it all to me and trust that when the time comes; I will tell you. It is not far off in the distance, but rather than thinking and counting down the time; Enjoy the time. The time with me. The time with her. Let us dwell on the good things. For there will be times of trial and heartache. There will be things set in place in order for you to grow. But trust me. It will all work out. YOUR time will come. It WILL be great! I have the master plans remember? Just Relax and stop scrutinizing every situation from all the point of views and charts and maps and diagrams and just be at peace. Peace. It is not something fairytaled off in yoga classes and personal trainers. It is being confident in me. You are getting there. You are going to do mighty things for my kingdom. But just know; I am in control. I will provide for you and in fact; if you follow me; I will provide MORE than enough. Confide in me. Trust. Don't know that i can but know that I will. and as for her. I am preparing you for her. She deserves so much. I love her. You deserve so much. I love you. I want to prepare you both for each other. And more than that I want you two to have the greatest lives ever. For I make all things work out for GOOD for those who love me and are called according to my purpose. That verse was designed for you. I called you; and will make it work. I want the triangle of us to be moving forward at all times; friendship is what will do it at this point in time. Don't fear that you will become too good of friends and then not want to be together. For it is on friendships that the Greatest relationships are built on. Not on sand, but rather stone. And yes you guessed it; i am that stone. The cornerstone that you will build not just this relationship, but all your relationships on. If you have nothing in common know that you can always start a conversation off with love. Not "Hey you sinner come to Christ love", but rather "I have this great thing in my life and i love you enough to tell you about it and how you can feel this way too!"
This is where you need to grow. If you are to be like Paul you must begin that now rather than think it is far off. It is now. It has always been now. You are just now choosing to hear it rather than shove it off like my words are no better than commercials or ads on the radio that you've heard a million times and don't care to hear. You are listening to me. I love it. I have always listened to you. I forgive you. You are.....Forgiven!"


P.S.
You wonder why it took so long and why all of the sudden you are realizing things about her didn't realize. I opened you eyes. Give me credit for that at least. I showed you. I want you to know how great I have led her to become. And not as much that but rather how GREAT she will become. Don't worry about past times. You were nothing without me. I will show you my grace through her. I love you so much.



Your loving father and best friend,
Jesus